Saturday, December 3, 2011


I was super excited to receive my uberly authentic Gubler-land gift today, personally signed and touched by Mr.Gube himself. I did what any fan would do. I Jumped around the room like a giddy little school girl, I marveled at his penmanship, I smelled it, and finally embraced this rare ahh.. yes, I know its plain silly but, I figured how often does this happen? So I just had to share. Anyway, what a perfect end to my night. :)

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Some Days...

"Every Day Is Exactly The Same"
I believe I can see the future
Cause I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
But then again
That might have been a dream
I think I used to have a voice
Now I never make a sound
I just do what I've been told
I really don't want them to come around

Every day is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same

I can feel their eyes are watching
In case I lose myself again
Sometimes I think I'm happy here
Sometimes, yet I still pretend
I can't remember how this got started
But I can tell you exactly how it will end

I'm writing on a little piece of paper
I'm hoping someday you might find
Well I'll hide it behind something
They won't look behind
I'm still inside here
A little bit comes bleeding through
I wish this could have been any other way
But I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do

Award Of Awesomeness

Welp. The year has finally come. I never thought it would get here & so it has. It deeply saddens me at the fact that for one day out of the week I could get away and the drama wasn't centered around me for once. I wont forget the experience I had nor the knowledge and the people I have met over the past year. I hope that in the future I will be able to get another access pass to this behind the scene occasion and hopefully, sometime in the future I can make it my profession. As the day closed there was joy and there were tears. Our work is finally done and it didn't go unnoticed & I really felt like I had a purpose for once. So thank you computer for randomly selecting me to serve. I had a blast. I will add my award to my other awards of accomplishment. :)

Monday, November 28, 2011

False Persuasion

Quit fogging up the room,
corrupting us with useless thoughts of being unkind.
Thinking that the past would've stayed and never changed,
Instead it faded into nothingness.

Changing the tunes to sway away the others,
to have and to hold,
to call your own.

Let this whine be done with it all,
since you got nothing to lose except time.

Sunday, November 27, 2011

Wine & Painting

Who ever came up with this idea is genius. Although, my insecurity level  was on the rise and the thought of a not so skilled painter could come out looking like a pro left me a bit skeptical, I must say I was pretty impressed by the results considering it was my first time painting while chugging a wine cooler in the other but, hey it was all in good fun. Its something I would try many more times around especially when you feel under the weather and need a little pick me up from it all. It was also very therapeutic to the soul and with that it brings me that much closer to unlocking that door that I've kept locked away for so long. The craft chickie is slowly emerging free. A slight dose of what brings me closer to happiness is the little things such as painting or having an hour or two to converse over coffee means a lot to this simple yet misunderstood chick a dee.

                                                   A Self Portrait Drawing Maddie did @ 2
                                       An Old Painting I did to put a smile on shawn's lil face.    
                                           The final results when you mix wine and painting. 
                                       This is what it looks like to have fun with good people!
                                                                  Lauren & Angela     
                                          I cant wait for the many more adventures to come....

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Wanna Hear Good Music?

Then check out and listen to tracks...


*Further From Down


~ Those are my favorites. This one should not go to waste. :)
-A little word to the wise
       "The Warmth"

I'd like to close my eyes, go numb
but there's a cold wind coming from
the top of the highest high-rise today.
It's not a breeze 'cause it blows hard.
Yes and it wants me to discard the humanity I know,
watch the warmth blow away.

So don't let the world bring you down.
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive
experience the warmth before you grow old.

So do you think I should adhere to that pressing new frontier?
And leave in my wake a trail of fear?
Or should I hold my head up high
and throw a wrench in spokes by
leaving the air behind me clear?

So don't let the world bring you down.
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive
experience the warmth before you go