Saturday, December 3, 2011


I was super excited to receive my uberly authentic Gubler-land gift today, personally signed and touched by Mr.Gube himself. I did what any fan would do. I Jumped around the room like a giddy little school girl, I marveled at his penmanship, I smelled it, and finally embraced this rare ahh.. yes, I know its plain silly but, I figured how often does this happen? So I just had to share. Anyway, what a perfect end to my night. :)

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Some Days...

"Every Day Is Exactly The Same"
I believe I can see the future
Cause I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
But then again
That might have been a dream
I think I used to have a voice
Now I never make a sound
I just do what I've been told
I really don't want them to come around

Every day is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same

I can feel their eyes are watching
In case I lose myself again
Sometimes I think I'm happy here
Sometimes, yet I still pretend
I can't remember how this got started
But I can tell you exactly how it will end

I'm writing on a little piece of paper
I'm hoping someday you might find
Well I'll hide it behind something
They won't look behind
I'm still inside here
A little bit comes bleeding through
I wish this could have been any other way
But I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do

Award Of Awesomeness

Welp. The year has finally come. I never thought it would get here & so it has. It deeply saddens me at the fact that for one day out of the week I could get away and the drama wasn't centered around me for once. I wont forget the experience I had nor the knowledge and the people I have met over the past year. I hope that in the future I will be able to get another access pass to this behind the scene occasion and hopefully, sometime in the future I can make it my profession. As the day closed there was joy and there were tears. Our work is finally done and it didn't go unnoticed & I really felt like I had a purpose for once. So thank you computer for randomly selecting me to serve. I had a blast. I will add my award to my other awards of accomplishment. :)

Monday, November 28, 2011

False Persuasion

Quit fogging up the room,
corrupting us with useless thoughts of being unkind.
Thinking that the past would've stayed and never changed,
Instead it faded into nothingness.

Changing the tunes to sway away the others,
to have and to hold,
to call your own.

Let this whine be done with it all,
since you got nothing to lose except time.

Sunday, November 27, 2011

Wine & Painting

Who ever came up with this idea is genius. Although, my insecurity level  was on the rise and the thought of a not so skilled painter could come out looking like a pro left me a bit skeptical, I must say I was pretty impressed by the results considering it was my first time painting while chugging a wine cooler in the other but, hey it was all in good fun. Its something I would try many more times around especially when you feel under the weather and need a little pick me up from it all. It was also very therapeutic to the soul and with that it brings me that much closer to unlocking that door that I've kept locked away for so long. The craft chickie is slowly emerging free. A slight dose of what brings me closer to happiness is the little things such as painting or having an hour or two to converse over coffee means a lot to this simple yet misunderstood chick a dee.

                                                   A Self Portrait Drawing Maddie did @ 2
                                       An Old Painting I did to put a smile on shawn's lil face.    
                                           The final results when you mix wine and painting. 
                                       This is what it looks like to have fun with good people!
                                                                  Lauren & Angela     
                                          I cant wait for the many more adventures to come....

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Wanna Hear Good Music?

Then check out and listen to tracks...


*Further From Down


~ Those are my favorites. This one should not go to waste. :)
-A little word to the wise
       "The Warmth"

I'd like to close my eyes, go numb
but there's a cold wind coming from
the top of the highest high-rise today.
It's not a breeze 'cause it blows hard.
Yes and it wants me to discard the humanity I know,
watch the warmth blow away.

So don't let the world bring you down.
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive
experience the warmth before you grow old.

So do you think I should adhere to that pressing new frontier?
And leave in my wake a trail of fear?
Or should I hold my head up high
and throw a wrench in spokes by
leaving the air behind me clear?

So don't let the world bring you down.
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive
experience the warmth before you go

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Above the highest plane.
you sit just below the surface.

Trying to understand,
I believe your doing this on purpose.

Without the hearts of others
you'd soon fall deeply under.

Abandonment and betrayal
you had the chance to resolve the situation.

Because of this selfishness
leads me to see your true self.

In the end of it all when the hurt is past,
the humiliation settles in with questions.

Along with the thought of realization, I say.

At this point you missed out
a person you've never really known
a person you'll never see
a real person that is me.

(C)-Angela Wyeth 11-18-11

Friday, November 18, 2011

"Care Bears Wanted"

I often wish that the care bears would appear from the clouds to solve all of life's little problems. But, In reality most of the time I only wish that I had a slight defect in the function that we call "CARING". I mean shouldn't the thought of knowing that if a person has no means to have a care in the world of your being, make you want to stop caring for them as well? Unfortunately, This is where I fall victim to or more or less become a "Weakest Link" in a situation when it comes to caring and worrying so much about humans and such. Although, I remind myself that I've got to get past a few more steps before I can finally "Just Breathe" from it all. So, until then being in this mourning state of things has inspired the spark that I thought I had lost so many moons ago & strangly its quite interesting. Speaking of that spark, My 7yr old who often times will remind me whenever he comes across one of my many treasure of old paintings, that I should show the world my artwork and that its really good makes me appreciate what I have in my life & with that, I leave you with what I call abstract painting for kids! :)

                                                           Gotta Remember This:

“Life is short, don't waste time worrying about what people think of you Hold on to the ones that care, in the end they will be the only ones there.”

For Shawn:

                                                Can you guess which planet I'm on?

                                  Note: Excuse my grammer. I just wasnt having it today! :^D

Saturday, November 12, 2011

"Colliding Illusion" (From My FB Page)

Call it a rude awakening or maybe even a murky vision of realization. I am aware slightly of the fact that I am where I'm meant to be and all things are at the right place and right time, Whether we dream it or not. Its a time for change and a time for letting go of unwanted clutter of emotions. No more sticking in a place of foolishness that I once called "comfort". If I was truly meant to be in that spot then I may revisit there again someday, This time in hopes for the better and the good and true. Among, My thoughts from what I gather is that through the roughest patches and certain occurances in my place, I've found that a mirror of yourself sticks to you through all the battles in the good and the bad.
I severely hold onto that moment hoping that it will last many moons to come forth...
To those that decided to take on this hypocrisy of a universe along with me, Has placed an oath of dedication within my heart & with that being said I thank you for taking the time to see whats beyond that wall. You hold the highest honor in my book!